It is easy enough to identify striking talent, even at a young age. For musically-talented performers, this often seems to set a process in motion that can lead to an unstoppable, out of control ride. Parental support and teachers’ ambitions frequently play into rising expectations and young performers are often left to fight for themselves, dealing with the stress of having to perform well at all times. Intensive training must conform to some of the highest and most competitive standards, but these are not often in sync with a teenage state of mind and can easily leave the budding artist feeling overwhelmed by an inescapable, spiraling wheel of critique and approval. 

I wonder if this is how it sometimes appeared to the young, French-Canadian born Marika Bournaki, whom I met with her boyfriend, David Aladashvili, in November of 2008, at New York’s Juilliard School cafeteria. Marika generously shared with me her thoughts on the different stages and experiences of becoming the serious artist she set out to be. This has grown into a tender friendship over the past three years, where I have followed Marika, with a distinct appreciation of the interesting young woman and maturing artist she is becoming.

Marika’s promising pianistic talent had always created a lot of attention around her, making her what she describes as “the Golden child” of her piano teacher in Montreal. This renown gave her confidence and pride in her ability to perform, as well as lots of opportunities to do just that. Laughingly she described this as turning her into a bit of a “drama queen.” 

Because she had experienced pain at the instrument, she sought out, even at 12, the help of Israeli born pianist and professor for music at the Juilliard School, Yoheved Kaplinsky. Veda, as she is affectionately called by her students, studied with Ilona Vincze-Kraus at the Israel Academy of Music and then under Irwin Freundlich at Juilliard, earning her Bachelor, Master and Doctoral degrees.  She had also studied with Brooklyn-based pianist and teacher Dorothy Taubman, whose claim to fame lay in discovering an analytical approach that facilitates the physically complex elements  in a natural piano technique; thus  helping many pianists to overcome painful injuries or limitations and gain greater freedom and precise articulation within their playing. Since 1997 Kaplinsky had been appointed head of the Juilliard Piano College Division and Artistic Director of its Pre-College Division. 

Marika flew down from Montreal weekly, when she was 12, to the Pre-College Division, and at fourteen began attending the Professional Children School in New York, while still studying with Kaplinsky. 

Marika felt extremely lucky to have been accepted by Mrs. Kaplinsky, “since her hands were all messed up.”  Mrs. Kaplinsky told her that she would not be able to play at all, if she did not undergo extensive retraining.  Marika also had an overwhelming feeling of doubt which  created a dilemma for her. At that time she was looking less for glamorous performance opportunities, but rather for stability, depth and security. 

With some modesty, she also had to accept the fact that she was not the only talented performer around, and that her status of “child prodigy” was becoming a relative term. She was one of many, in a tense competitive environment; all of them gifted and eager to fulfill their legacy. 

While a little dose of self- doubt probably effectively wards off a potentially exaggerated sense of self, it is equally important for a performer to enjoy the act of performing and … to be able to trust his or her ability to do so most efficiently. 

The process of retraining one’s piano technique is not an easy task and Marika always felt, that she was a “ very emotional player, and, swept away by the music” she was playing. She had a difficult time concentrating on what it was she was doing technically, while playing. 

However, “Something had to be right,” she admits smiling, as we continue one of our conversations , “something must have settled in,” since she now feels enabled, quite fluid and comfortable most of the  time. 

This week, I had the privilege to sit in on one of Marika’s piano lessons with Kaplinsky at the Julliard College where Marika is now completing her studies. They worked together on the  Mozart D-Minor Concerto, No. 20, K.466. The experienced teacher acknowledged Marika’s great talent, but advised her on how to correct her posture. By hovering over the keys closely and by holding her shoulders up, she was shortening the efficient reach of her arms, thereby hindering a free transposition of the weight of the whole arm into the keys. Kaplinsky also pointed out how Marika must watch her emotions while playing:”Try to determine if you are getting the right sound rather by what it sounds like, than what it feels like.” Marika tries again….”Ahh now that sounds much better. You should not feel tight at any time, or let the knuckles of the fingers collapse,” says Kaplinsky and lets Marika examine how the sound is affected by different ways when releasing her weight into the keys, at different speeds. 

This year, Marika continues to get lessons from Kaplinsky, but another teacher, Matti Raekallio, has been added as a second teacher. 

Marika has mixed feelings about that. While she enjoys a variety of  input, she also worries about being exposed to confusing differences. 

Of course we are only talking about nuances here. Marika sounds extremely proficient and most of the time creates very fresh, and at the same time, quite distinguished interpretations. 

Her affecting cluelessness about her own pianistic prowess gives us some glimpses into a young artist’s soul-searching process. What possibly many young performers experience is still individually heartfelt and makes the sometimes glamorous seat at the piano a very lonely place to be, as well. 

Of note, film director Bobbi Jo Krals is also following Marika’s development closely. Her achievements, like her “From the Top” featured NPR broadcast and Carnegie -Weill Recital Hall performance presented by the Glenn Gould Foundation, will appear in his feature documentary, “Making Marika.” Produced by Robbie Hart and to be released by “Adobe Productions International” in the near future, the documentary “will reveal the backdoor politics, alliances, marketing and sacrifice (financial and personal) required in the hope of making Marika into a star,” according to the media’s production website. This project, consiting of filmed material covering Marika’s life during the past several years, should touch on some interesting discrepancies, to be encountered between academic training and actual survival within the music industry. 

Since the filming began Marika has gained from a lot of personal experiences, allowing her to distance herself from the “Making Marika” process and, in turn, to be a bit more patient with her progress.  In the meantime, Marika even had the chance to meet her idol, pianist Martha Argerich, while chosen to participate at the 2009 Verbier Festival.   Marika with her Idol, Martha Argerich at the Verbier Festival, summer 2009

Her personal growth is also reflected in her music making, as for example in the wonderful  intimate Audio recording, titled: “Happy Birthday Mr. Schumann” featuring works by Robert Schumann, the Piano Concerto (Op.54), Abbegg Variations (Op.1), Widmung (Arr.Liszt) and Arabeske (Op.18), which will be used in the documentary.  The accompanying DVD that shows her life performance of the Schuman Concerto, with the St. Petersburg Symphony Orchestra  in St. Petersburg, also gives Marika her own and very personal voice in the liner notes. She says: ”In reflecting on Schumann’s life, it occurred to me that he must have struggled to secure his place within the musical hierarchy of his time…His struggle to deal with failure, combined with challenging personality and self-confidence issues makes his music immensely touching. His humanity is what ultimately inspires me to connect with his work.” 

And to convey this, is what it’s all about, Marika. 

Marika’s website is: 

(See my article on David’s Aladashvili’s debut at Carnegie’s Weill Recital Hall  


By Ilona Oltuski

Ilona Oltuski was born in Berlin (Germany), the city her family returned to after her grandmother’s escape to Palestine. Through her parents – the father from Krakow in Poland, the mother from Berlin – Ilona experienced cultural diversity early on in life. Growing up Jewish in post-war Berlin and Frankfurt would add to this. Although deeply connected to German culture, Ilona was always acutely aware of the differences between herself and her environment. Perhaps it was the search for her very own identity, which led her to study art history and complete her doctorate on the Bezalel Art Movement, a part of her investigation into the existence of an explicitly Jewish art. Besides art history, Ilona studied piano at the Hoch’sche Conservatory - the Frankfurt music school founded by Clara Schumann. After moving to New York with her husband, she continued to study her favorite instrument and met and befriended many pianists - from amateurs to professional performers. A passionate amateur herself, Ilona decided to combine her love for the piano and the world of music with her interest in writing and the sharing of ideas, resulting in her first articles on Next was her German blog, ‘Wohltemperiert aus New York’, which she continues to write for Naxos Deutschland (; see the ‘Naxos America’ link for Ilona’s English blogs). Her English-language blog,, can be found on Facebook’s blog network; it recently migrated into the collection of blogs on her own website, She also still maintains her ‘Piano Salon’ group on Facebook, connecting pianists and their friends. Forever interested in an exchange of information and ideas, Ilona hopes that her very own website will provide a wide platform for a conversation among readers, performers and music lovers. “Reinventing my creative side by writing about my diverse encounters in the world of music, about inspiration and artistic expression, and the very human side of these endeavors, reaching right under my skin - that’s my shtick”, she says. Ilona lives in New York City with her family.